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Go to college, get a job, marry, have a kid
Watch them grow and then you die? No, nigga fuck the system.

-Tyler, the Creator

Nightmare <3

All because a nigga just don’t give a fuck
Parents wanna blame me all because their kid is fucking up
But fuck that, you’re shitty parents, face it, suck it up
That’s what you shoulda did before that nigga bust, huh
Feel like I missed my little brother growing up
Feel like my little brother missed his brother growing up
But this is Golf Wang, like he missed his family growing up
I got a little taller since the last time you seen me, bro
Now I’m emo, so fuck it, I’m pouring up
But I never had a drink, (Sydney, Tyler’s throwing up!)
My nigga Jasper said if I drink and get drunk enough
I won’t feel the feeling I be feeling when I’m sobered up
But that’s a fucking lie, why would he say that I’m
As emotionally strained as Travis when he’s.. (Tyler, calm down)
Don’t look at me, I’m 6’5” about to fucking cry
About another guy, but this is Golf Wang, do or die
I finally had a family
Domo’s in another state, where the fuck is Riley?
Now you niggas wanna be nice because the labels wanna sign me
But before the co-signing and you fuckers couldn’t find me?
Fuck that! I hope you die in a fiery death
One ear I got kids screaming “O.F. is the best”
The other ear I got Tron Cat asking where the bullets and the bombs at
So I can kill these levels of stress, shit
They say that I’m shock value
How about you hop off cock and turn volume down?
I haven’t got around to telling my mom shit
Cause I don’t know how to.. (Whoa)
All I want is her support, whenever the fight’s at home
When mommy cusses out cousin, some knifes get shown
Now she’s really fuckin’ pissed, so the knives get thrown

… .

I ask because I’m so fucking sad right now, you have no idea. I just started to think that you aren’t happy with me, and you don’t even like me.  I just want to end it all and just stop everything. I feel like the whole world hates me and you don’t even like me. This fucking sucks. But yeah right, like I would tell you this. I’m just so tired of everything I want it gone. The thoughts, people, cuts, everything. I just don’t want to live no more. It got to me and I don’t want this anymore. I don’t think I want to be with you anymore… I’m still in love with her I can’t stop. It sucks so much. I just want everything gone. I want it to stop. But it won’t. I’ll just stop now. 

Maria. <3 >.^